Ok, I've been dealing with this furry discrimination bullshit for far too long. Literally, it is taking its emotional and psychological toll on me, and it's NOT easy to deal with. Furthermore, some events have happened recently that is making this problem much worse, and worsening the depression that I'm already trying to fight. Also, this blog entry does not have very much to do with the furry fandom thing, it's more of another bullshit problem I've had to deal with.
Let me tell you a story about what happened yesterday; this incident really pissed me off and just reminded me how broken and shitty my school is.
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I was sitting in English 2. The teacher put the warm up on the board, which was an exact copy of a previous warm up we did before; same poem and everything. I found this boring, so… naturally, I decided to keep working on a poem I was writing; as well as writing another chapter to my creepypasta. Then, next thing I knew, ms. Hernandez was standing over me asking what I was writing and wanting to look at it. Luckily, she went away and I continued writing it.
Later that class, they said that we had to turn in our essay so others could write a rebuttal on the back of our essay; yeah… it was a weird class assignment. As it turns out, I had already written my essay, but it was in an alternate script called 'CAPS' (look on omniglot.com for information on it.), so I flipped to a new page in my notebook and started re-writing my previous essay. Again… not even 1
FUCKING MINUTE after I start writing, ms. Hernandez is hovering over my desk again. Additionally, despite me being on a totally different page, she still asks me to flip to the other page I was writing my poem on.
This is where it gets REALLY FUCKING STUPID…
I refused to show her the page, after all, who in their right mind wouldn't? Of course, being the 'normal' teacher she is; she sent me out of class and yelled at me about 'how I wasn't doing my work'. This was really annoying and stupid for two reasons: she said that I apparently 'don't have the right to do creative writing' (in an English class for fuck sake), she still wanted to see my notebook and she was gonna send me to ISS over this if she 'didn't like me'. First off, why do you give a shit if I'm not immediately re-writing my essay the moment I walk in the door? I mean, COME ON, it's like they expect me to be a robot; like I'm supposed to say 'yes master, I'm proud to serve you.', every time they ask me to do something.
Anyway, back to the situation at hand. She made me sit out of class for a few minutes. And after this, she talked to me about it AGAIN! Luckily, I didn't get ISS or anything like that; if I did, I would be rioting in the streets. And then, when I FINALLY got back into class… she moved my seat right next to her desk and tried to force me to write it. Also, there was only 6 minutes left in class! Seriously, do teachers understand how annoying they are?
Oh, and if ms. Hernandez or any other related teachers are reading this right now, know that you can't force me to do work. If I choose not to, then I choose not to. And don't say 'well you need to listen to them because you're in their class.'
Honestly, I can drop the fuck out of school at a moments notice, and I swear, if teachers keep doing shit like this, I'm gonna do it very soon.
Bottom line: I'm dealing with enough shit in my life already. I don't need things like this ruining my day. So, just stop already.
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